Sunday, February 12, 2017

Learning to be intelligent!!

Back to writing after a significant number of days. It is actually always nice to pen down, or in this case, key down your thoughts as I have seen you tend to significantly gain perspective through it.

It has recently occurred to me that intelligence is not something which we are bestowed upon us by the Almighty. Well it is AND it is not.. The intelligence which lets us flaunt our scholastic achievements are definitely bestowed upon by God; but what about the intelligence which lets us be happy? God has gifted all of us with a working brain, a device which can achieve so much that it is difficult to even gauge how much! It's our duty to embark upon or if you believe in Karma like I do, then God blesses you with perspective, the single most important thing in life, to let you be happy. Right now, believe it or not, in the most cheesiest Facebook-ish way possible, I actually am feeling blessed. I am not there yet.. But I am learning. Learning to unlearn most of the ridiculous things I have learnt over the years; the things which my surroundings have brainwashed me with. I am finally, with the grace of God, beginning to set myself free from most of the inhibitions that had held me back for the better part of my youth.

Reprogramming the brain is a really really difficult job, quite possible the most difficult job I have ever undertaken.. And here perseverance will definitely play a role.. Even though I previously recall treading this path a handful number of times before, I didn't have perseverance or rather perspective to keep at it. And not quit.. I can already feel I am learning.. To be intelligent.. To be happy.. or rather to be content AND not be unhappy..

This is an exciting phase in life.. Now every morning I get up with the hope of learning and unlearning more, learning to be intelligent and unlearning to be unhappy!

Saturday, December 6, 2014

The grass is greener on the other side..

            Okay... I am pretty much at wit's end.. Things couldn't be worse.. Or may be it could!! But this is really really bad enough.. Feel like crying deep within.. I always knew love was complicated.. You get a world of sorrow free with the little happiness that you get while being in love.. Caught in a quandary. Normal people , or at least the people i know, would take a stand under these circumstances.. But hey, all thanks to my stars, i'm not normal.. i am far too good really for anybody to deserve me.. As i write, I really feel that the statement above is fully justified.. I have a whole lot of shortcomings externally like I dont look as handsome as maybe Tom Cruise or even as the boy next door, I am probably only an above-average student , I don't study in MIT or for that matter even at IIT(yet!!) etc etc.. I can list a few more.. But internally, at my heart, I am really nice.. way too nice.. really.. Might sound so much like i am bragging and stuff, but trust me, that's the way it is.. 
             I always believe in God.. I have true faith in Him.. He always somehow produces a get-out-of-jail pass eventually in the end,no matter how bad the situation really is.. I really wish He guides me into doing the right thing this time as well.. Hurting anyone is the last thing I would wish.. But here what really matters is does that 'anyone' include myself too??? 

P.S. I am writing after almost an eternity.. So my pen today might no way be even near to being as mighty as the sword, forget bettering it!!! But today I really felt an urge to write.. So no matter how less articulated and orchestrated the words might seem, these words truly justify my emotions at the moment..

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Smothered in the turmoils of life..

             Things keep getting messy...The moment you start contemplating that everything's fine and start to relax,a new turmoil is knocking at the door..This has been the case for me eversince i've been able to understand the world better,look at things with a perspicacious eye..I've lately realized that Life is more like an Armageddon,where you're not allowed to relax even for a second...cos,every moment counts...the time you waste sitting back and relaxing is the time you lose in preparing for fighting a new combat or to fight away an existing one..
           And to say the least,I've got a new battle to fight;a shortcoming which i had been aware for years has suddenly sprung up to take unimaginable proportions,eating me inside out every moment...I'm trying to be phlegmatic and deal with it in a more mature way..but this isn't one of those things which will disappear very soon..i'm really beginning to doubt whether i have an answer to this..or maybe this time i have to succumb to the the ever-so-growing pressure..will have to wait and watch till i find an answer,if i ever do....