Things keep getting messy...The moment you start contemplating that everything's fine and start to relax,a new turmoil is knocking at the door..This has been the case for me eversince i've been able to understand the world better,look at things with a perspicacious eye..I've lately realized that Life is more like an Armageddon,where you're not allowed to relax even for a second...cos,every moment counts...the time you waste sitting back and relaxing is the time you lose in preparing for fighting a new combat or to fight away an existing one..
And to say the least,I've got a new battle to fight;a shortcoming which i had been aware for years has suddenly sprung up to take unimaginable proportions,eating me inside out every moment...I'm trying to be phlegmatic and deal with it in a more mature way..but this isn't one of those things which will disappear very soon..i'm really beginning to doubt whether i have an answer to this..or maybe this time i have to succumb to the the ever-so-growing pressure..will have to wait and watch till i find an answer,if i ever do....
