Okay... I am pretty much at wit's end.. Things couldn't be worse.. Or may be it could!! But this is really really bad enough.. Feel like crying deep within.. I always knew love was complicated.. You get a world of sorrow free with the little happiness that you get while being in love.. Caught in a quandary. Normal people , or at least the people i know, would take a stand under these circumstances.. But hey, all thanks to my stars, i'm not normal.. i am far too good really for anybody to deserve me.. As i write, I really feel that the statement above is fully justified.. I have a whole lot of shortcomings externally like I dont look as handsome as maybe Tom Cruise or even as the boy next door, I am probably only an above-average student , I don't study in MIT or for that matter even at IIT(yet!!) etc etc.. I can list a few more.. But internally, at my heart, I am really nice.. way too nice.. really.. Might sound so much like i am bragging and stuff, but trust me, that's the way it is..
I always believe in God.. I have true faith in Him.. He always somehow produces a get-out-of-jail pass eventually in the end,no matter how bad the situation really is.. I really wish He guides me into doing the right thing this time as well.. Hurting anyone is the last thing I would wish.. But here what really matters is does that 'anyone' include myself too???
P.S. I am writing after almost an eternity.. So my pen today might no way be even near to being as mighty as the sword, forget bettering it!!! But today I really felt an urge to write.. So no matter how less articulated and orchestrated the words might seem, these words truly justify my emotions at the moment..
